I’m kinda lightly crying on and off

I’m just in a daze

this whole weekend doesn’t seem real at all

lost a pet who was way too young to die, I spent so much time and money trying to save him and it all came down to this

and I didn’t have much time to grieve, or cuddle my other rats for comfort

and then I get caught up in an event where people could have died

An event that should be taken seriously, but instead I feel more dehumanized than ever because there are people making fun of it left and right

Even people on the news

They aren’t registering at all that it was 5000 people

No, they just see “5000 furries”.

And someone did this to us on purpose.

I’m angry. I’m miserable.

But I have to keep on going and keep doing what I do.