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Going to the mall.

I’m back. It went well. First we stopped by a vapor shop and played gamecube while two of my friends shopped. Then we went to the food court but because I’m very self conscious about my voice, I had one of my friends order my food for me. Later I had to go to the bathroom and went to the womans bathroom with two of my friends but I was too nervous to pee. I still flushed and washed my hands like nothing was wrong though. then we went to the arcade and I became queen of air hockey. after that we didn’t do much worth posting.

A few things though, I figured out why to me I never looked good or passable despite my friends claims that I look find. It’s because I know what to look for. And it felt like people were judging me despite them probably not. It was fun but not something I wanna do again for a while.