Constantly torn between “if I show symptoms I’m real and valid” and “I can’t show any symptoms because then I’ll be a bother so I have to internalize everything.”
Dont forget “if I can control my symptoms are they still valid”
And “if I show symptoms I’m manipulating the people around me”
Also “if I don’t show symptoms at any given moment I’m lying about having a mental illness and everything is an overreaction”
mothers-and-fuckers-of-the-jury liked this
celeste-tyrrell reblogged this from autistic-af 
syubsugababy reblogged this from deathworthy - syubsugababy liked this
v3-launch-unit reblogged this from melissa-s23
yourbelovedbabyenbie reblogged this from melissa-s23
ifievertoldyou reblogged this from melissa-s23 - ifievertoldyou liked this
melissa-s23 reblogged this from marbles-everywhere
sadtransboy999666 liked this bastardisationarc liked this
tinylittlelokitty reblogged this from arracorvid
sushiisiu liked this
silenceinternalmonologue reblogged this from autistic-af
themadmaiden reblogged this from autistic-af
positive-quo-vibes reblogged this from bluedemonsblog
yurievergreen reblogged this from hungryyogurt 
fauveandhunter liked this 
mini-apex-predator reblogged this from void-cloud flowerpowerchick92 reblogged this from void-cloud
stargazingpsychotic reblogged this from void-cloud 
void-cloud reblogged this from bough-keeper 
ignaciovanburen liked this 
syfouu liked this apocalympdicks reblogged this from mitzo
firelizard135 liked this
weirdpaleandawkward reblogged this from coffeecatsandcynicism
patronsaintofvastnpreciouslosers liked this yabokna reblogged this from autistic-af
senkuplushie reblogged this from trans-metalsonic lavender-eyed-lies reblogged this from autistic-af
trans-metalsonic reblogged this from autistic-af
crazysmilely liked this rainbow-randomness reblogged this from arracorvid
p0w6r97 liked this
piccolo-deis reblogged this from lenasai toadgloves liked this
ratstuckinamarble liked this
crystal-clear-crystalline reblogged this from autistic-af
gh0stofyesterday liked this
harperhug reblogged this from iwilleathisheartinthemartetplace
