deoxyrebornicleic:

I have no sympathy at all.

I lie when I say “ I feel so bad for you ”. I’m sorry, I just, I’m literally incapable of feeling bad for someone. I cannot, I legit just cannot. Not even for those close to me. No matter how hard I try, I just cant.

I don’t feel sorry for anyone, I CAN’T feel sorry for anything. Yes, I can UNDERSTAND how it feels but I can’t actually FEEL BAD for them. I hate saying “ I’m feel so sorry for you ” because I really dont.

Yes, I wish nothing but good upon those going through hardship.
Yes, I try my best to help them with how much I can of my ability.
Yes, I try to at least attempt to lift their mood.
No, I do not feel bad in the slightest because of their situation.

I’m really sorry. I dont know what’s wrong with me, I can understand others but I just can’t feel sympathy but at the same time I do want to help and do wish nothing but good for them.

I’ve been lying about this sympathy bullshit for so many years I just keep hiding it because I can’t bare the thought of people thinking I’m some kind of villain or something.

but now it’s really been heavy on my back and shoulders and I honestly can’t carry that weight of lie anymore.

I understand if you don’t like me as a friend anymore or start hating me, I’m really trying to feel SOMETHING but I just can’t, but I wish good for you. sorry.

Reblogged 4 years ago from mx-bones-deactivated20160831
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Tagged: same, i have tropuble sympathizing with people unless I've gone through something similar, but I still try my best to help them, .
  1. myheadisaweirdplace reblogged this from silver-tongues-blog and added:
    I’m very similar. I more frequently use “that sucks” when told information that would normally be responded to with “I’m...
  2. professor-scaredcrow-blog said: A lack of empathy never makes anyone a villain. It might help make them, but it never has ever directly led to villainry. It just seems so because the evil act that way; but even then, good people like you can feel nothing for others. Bones, I’m veritably 100% sure that you’re well-meaning, trying to make do with what cards you’ve got. And that’s okay, because from what I’ve seen? You’re doing pretty goddamn well. Keep going.
  3. sssunnymatsu said: Your real friends will understand this, And will maybe even try to help you in some form they think might help, And they will always stick by your side regardless. Your not alone, You have friends that care for you, and will help you with this as best as they can, And you also have all of us supporters, and others with the same problem who might be able to help in some form. We all care for you, and we know your not a bad person