Barry was 100% ready to kill himself just to be able to hold Lup again and I get it I do but that would have been the second time in as many episodes and I want this to become the new ‘*mild inconvenience* “You’re going to have to decapitate me”’ meme like 

Barry accidentally eats a dairy product “Taako…kill me.”

Barry gets a bad sunburn “Taako…kill me”

Barry runs out of clean jeans before laundry day “Taako