I guess I try not to sound too weird or unrelatable, but I guess I cant help it with this one.

Before I got on HRT my emotions were so mild... I dont know if it's the autism or what, but they were barely there. It was kind of easy to grin and bear bad times. Easy to support others. I've never really had empathy but I can at least recognize when someone's upset and do what I can to help, even if I'm not feeling anything myself... I've mentioned before that my feelings would never really show on my face.

But now... I'm such a wreck? Who knew I could be like this... I'm so... vulnerable. I'm having to rely on emotional support from others now... it's a complete 180... My feelings are too intense to just ignore now, I have to talk about them and stuff... I can't tell if this is a normal way to feel or not. I always knew my emotions before weren't normal but... is this normal? Do people feel things all the time like this? Am I just not used to it? It's a lot.