rosethealchemist said:Because of that we turned out as evil as the world God forced us in. Except we’re doing better now. And God doesn’t exist. 

Well I’m believe that god and satan are more of symbols than actual beings, satan being the truth that you are in charge of your own destiny and you are the only one responsible for your actions.

But assuming the bible is true, I think it’s more likely that he got mad that they enlisted the help from the only one more beautiful and talented (and probably smarter) than him that he kicked out for those very reasons. The humans were punished because they no longer depended on god for everything. God would be the abuser in the relationship with humans and satan would be the friend trying to get the humans on their own two feet and see that they don’t need to be dependent on him. God just wanted animals for entertainment and without satans help, that’s all humans would have been. As soon as humans started to show independence, god takes away everything he can. Christians would be the victims who are all “he does all this bad shit but he still buys me something nice at the end and i need him” And it’s not just emotional abuse if you consider humans as a whole because he’s wiped out humanity like three times.

TL:DR

God and humans are an abusive relationship with god being the abuser and satan is the friend trying to help humans get out of it

I’m really proud with you coming out as trans! ^w^ I wish you luck on your transition, and I’m sure you’re going to be absolutely adorable!! I understand how you feel, being trans myself. And BTW I noticed that your description states that you’re an atheistic satanist. I know a little bit about that religion and I think it’s perfectly lovely. I’m an agnostic theist who’s interested in religions so I thought I could get your input about the ideology and your story behind joining it. I’m sure I could do lots of research about it, but having a discussion with someone about something has it’s own rewards that research doesn’t have to offer. 

Thank you. I’ve already had some obstacles such as the fact that Doctors are so expensive and I don’t want to have this show up on my medical insurance because then my father will find out and I know I will have to tell him some day but I want it to already be too late for him to find do anything about it.

Also, about my religion, LaVeyan Satanism is where god and satan are more symbols than actual beings. The gist of what it’s about is that I am my own goddess. I worship myself and I am in charge of my own destiny. I choose my own fate and I’m responsible for my actions. It’s about glorifying oneself while at the same time understanding that nobody else is responsible for the actions of someone.

Thank you for the support.