i open my mouth for father, and i laugh. I laugh all the sorrow and sadness away. you see, there is nothing he can do. He asked me, And i lied. I lied to him, and he trusted me. His own son. And yet, when I open my mouth, the reality is revealed. Yes , father, You poor, disgusting slob, i ate the sugar. I ate many spoonfuls. I enjoyed it. I loved it. And I laughed in your god damn face. I see it in your eyes, the betrayal, the hatred, the sorrow. There is nothing you can do now old man, but watch me as i thrive on the pain i see you expierence.