Nothing better than an anxiety attack while driving

I miss my friends

bleh. I feel like crap

Please don’t reblog anything tagged “shut up silver”

I just wanna be a good person

No, the part that sucks is that I hurt them and I don’t even know how and now one of them is just as paranoid as I am and is shutting themselves out because of me. every time I try to fix things, it just ends up worse for everyone and I just lose more friends

I am such a fucking failure. I can’t even do commissions right. I accidentally sent someone the wrong paypal info. 

now i”m on the verge of losing my last two friends

One of my friends once said to learn whenever you hurt your friends so you don’t make the mistake in the future but that doesn’t really help when your friends don’t tell you what it is hurt them

I want to be a good person, I want to make things right. I can’t do that people don’t tell me when I do wrong things. Last month I had 5 friends that I trust and now I only have two, maybe only one.